Absolutely terrible...

Subject: Absolutely terrible... Sun Oct 27, 2013 9:02 pm

After a certain falling out, and a month's worth of personal events that happened to me irl, I think I'm hitting the worst spot ever in my depression... It's gotten to the point where I'm one accident away from suicide...

Needless to say... I won't be very chatty... Sorry guys... And if you want to know the details... it's rare I'll share all, or even some of them...

I'm sorry... I'm just a screw up who shouldn't waste your guy's valuable time...

Posts : 1450 Join date : 2012-11-06

Noo Asha! It's not your fault for wanting to help your friend. We all understand how you feel but don't go overboard, Suicide is not an option. D:

Posts : 269 Join date : 2013-10-18 Age : 24

Nuuu I may be a new member but suicide is not a option trust me Ithought a few times before but that is never the right move the right mover is to keep moving forward Asha not sure if this hepled but hopefully it did

Posts : 833 Join date : 2013-02-23 Location : Rivera

Ash, just remember that you can't let the depression win. That's the main reason I snapped myself out of it. I thought of it as some massive bloke trying to take my stuff, and I just let him do it. Then I remembered that if it happened I wouldn't take that crap. I'm just not the kind of person that can take being pushed around since it happened so much when I was little.

Anyway, after that pointless ramble the main point I want to make is that you can beat that depression. Give him a broken nose, pull his spine out and stick it in a rather unwholesome orifice. (That's probably the most Scottish thing I've ever typed.)

And the big point? We're all here for ya, every step of the damned way.

Subject: Re: Absolutely terrible... Mon Oct 28, 2013 10:43 am

NUUUUUU Asha, I know for one, you do not waste my time, and Ash, if it makes you feel any different, I have tried to kill myself before, but then I remembered, that there are people whom love me, and a God whom loves me infinitely. My situation may not have been identical to yours, but I promise the emotions are completely the same. Asha please, know that you are loved, and there is a God whom loves you. Also, let me pray for you Asha. Your life is in your hands, but I know that everyone here would love to step into yours.

Subject: Re: Absolutely terrible... Mon Oct 28, 2013 11:44 am

You know what I think, Ashy, so I won't repeat myself now, but you've got to know that you're not a screw-up. You're one of my favorite peeps, and I certainly don't think you're doing anything wrong. Just keep being who you are, and who you are is one of the best ponies on the site. You're definitely a better pony than me.

Subject: Re: Absolutely terrible... Mon Oct 28, 2013 2:04 pm

A quick update: I'm going to be evaluated at the hospital, and it's pretty likely I'll be admitted, so I won't be able to see you guys for a while. If I disappear without any notice, that's probably the reason

Subject: Re: Absolutely terrible... Mon Oct 28, 2013 2:08 pm

:( :( :( Alright, Asha. See you on the flip side, eh?

Posts : 833 Join date : 2013-02-23 Location : Rivera

Oksies Ash. Be sure not to go bat- *bloop* insane from being away from us.