Every part of me is in pain. Everywhere I go, I'm given nothing but angry stares from people I don't even know... I tried to visit the beach but the angry stares followed... I don't know why and I'm terrified... I'm under so much stress, I feel the weight of the world crushing me... All of these emotions swirling around my head (Mostly anger and fear along with crippling regret) and I don't know what to do...
I'm slowly losing my mind, my nerves, or any feeling at all. Every part of me is just saying run... I just wanted to be happy and make friends, but now I'm so anxious to flee with every person I run into or talk to... I can't stay like this so I just need to be away. Forgive me if I've yelled at you or done anything to upset anyone here... I never meant it... I'm so, so sorry guys...